Today was pretty good, though, for which I am soooo grateful. The 40 pound cat is off my chest. The invisible person strangling me seems to have taken a break. I actually did some laundry.
And my mood is good. I haven't suffered a big setback since my depression lifted almost exactly a year ago. I praise God for that.
So, it's a new year, and if an old health plague continues to harrass me, at least I can focus on other things as it's a time of beginnings. I'd like to get back to my writing, which I've totally dropped for going on 1.5 years.
I've spent a lot of time off this blog, too, and I feel bad about that. I had to attend to other things in 2008 and online stuff was just taking too much time--all those blogs, listservs, groups, etc. It's dangerous to get addicted to all the online events. Real life starts to become clogged.
But I'm feeling like I want to reconnect a bit. I've missed some old "faces". We'll see how well I do with retreading familiar bloggy grounds.
And like a gazillion other people, I'm resolving to lose weight. Heh.
Meantime, I'm waiting for this year's word or phrase or verse or command. I like to ask for something of the Lord to serve as guide. Last year was "hope."